User Profile

I'm a 37 year old 25 year old. I'm marching to the beat of my own drum but it's not that odd. I don't feel too alone.

About me. I'm an aspiring capricorn, well... I *am* a capricorn but I aspire to embody more of the qualities that the archtype is attributed with. Believe me, it's a good thing. At least for me.

I live in Fort Lauderdale, a town in south Florida densely populated with gay people. Frankly the whole county is densely populated as such. It's good. The gay community here is what it is and sometimes I take it and sometimes I leave it. It's not going anywhere and I'm here for a bit while longer... I do enjoy it though and try not to take it for granted.

I traffic in gay porn. I work for a website (MenOnTheNet.Com) managing internet traffic and representing the company to the people who seek advertising with us. The best part is that I get to look at porn all day. I do love my job. I am grateful to the forces at work that have landed me there. I'm glad to finally have this for a career.

I'm pagan. I believe in the presence of the God and Goddess and believe divinity is manifest everywhere: in me, in you, in every creature and creation on the planet, in the very laws of physics.

I've got a list of experiences in my life. Mostly good things, I'm a pretty positive guy. There's been drama, sure, but overall I'd say my life is good. Our experiences make up a great deal of who we are. I don't like to dwell on negative experiences. Experiences in any capacity are good. Someday I'll do a meme on 101 things about me or someother such nonsense.

My main interests are paganisim and health & fitness and you'll read me writing about my life and how those things fit in here and there. I like to write about the things that happen to me. I like to record things.

I used to be very overweight. I lost it with diet and exercise. I was in a relationship and I put on 20 lbs again so I'm re-surging back into health & fitness to recover my perfect body. It is happeneing. It does not happen overnight but every day that passes with the ultimate body goal in mind is a victory and a step towards the total manifestation of that eventuality/inevitability.

August 2003, 265 lbs.	October 2006, 180 lbs.

I do like to journal. It indulges my exhibitionist side. I've already established that I'm a Capricorn and that means we are earth signs. As a result, we can be pretty tough nuts to crack. I like this kind of medium to be exhibitionist because I don't have to reveal everything about myself if I don't want to. If I want to kiss and tell about last nights date, I probably will (while respecting privacy by keeping the innocent... or not so innocent... nameless). I'm likely to leave out the bullshit in life and quite frankly, exclude anything negitive or a downer. But I'd like for this journal to be a public chronicle into my life.

Nevermind my spelling. Untill LJ has a more efficient spellchecker, we'll all just have to deal with it. Either that or I start writing my entries in Word, then cut and paste 'em over. Yeah... that'll be it probably.